falling slowly

"take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
you've made it now"

so hello, been awhile?
amazingly i havent been up to much.
just some recent band dilemmas, no biggie, kinda.
realized afew things from a clear recording we recently got.
God, thank god for grace.

been working, 2 jobs for a tiny period of time!
crazy!
things have been going steadily uphill, only better things to come i figure.
there's been alotta shit happening but alot of.. unshit happening too,

currently on a weird turn of direction on my part, though.
im reading a book, cleaning up my room.
other things i'd like to get done is some piano/keyb practicing, ear training, vox developing(?), music theory.
gotta surprise for all my buds who give a shit about my band soon, but by soon i mean like 3 months? haha.. sorry!
btw i hate ns. fukin twats, now i gotta defer it since im 17 1/2. cuntsicle.
sg, fu.

so liz's party was cooool i love ants x2 now!
hahah &poly people have their holidays to look forward to, so i can look forward to their company! sweeet,,,.

oh well, prolly gonna be another few weeks before i decide to type shit here again.
its so weird that friendster is OLD SCHOOL now! shit!! hah, k bye fux.

"you have suffered enough
and warred with yourself
it's time that you won"