trust

when the happy days tread behind you,

and youre left with sorrow and guilt.

when blame is your only form of relief,

and nothing ends the way you hope it did.

where are you left standing?

what comes next?

where do i go from here?

i dont know the answer but i know a direction.

revive this situation, breathe life into these dead walls.

God, why isnt life easier?

ill have faith and try to be strong.

april i love you with everything i've got.