spirals

when will everything be okay?

everyone says "everything is gonna be alright."

sure it helps at that time.

but when is it actually gonna be alright?

when can everyone be happy.

my family, my girlfriend, my friends, my band.

@SCHOOL. @HOME. @CHURCH?

when one is doing well, another is eating ground.

cant take this.

fuck. i just want to give up.

i. just. want. to. give. up.

God you need to show me this is worth living again.

cause honestly i think im falling out again.

please catch me. someone.